sitting at the station
about to leave it all behind
fighting hesitation
wishing there was a way to freeze time
a brand new start awaits me
if i ever get on that train

staring at the paper
surpressing all my second thoughts
daring turns to vapour
leave it all? guess its how things go
a brand new start awaits me
if i ever get on that train

i watch your back disappear in the crowd
you don't around, not even once
but i know it's the only way
and i know this is how it has to be
how it has to end
but i don't want it to end,
not now, not ever

the plane takes off and i know you're on it
never to come back

me, i'm stuck here with all my memories
all those ghosts of moments gone since long
i walk up the street where i got that text
the one right before our first kiss
and i walk down the street where i fell off the bike after that night out
no matter what i do
i just can't seem to escape you
'cause i see your face in every crowd i pass
smell your perfume in every street

and in the mornings i can feel your breath on my cheek
hear it in my ears
but when i open my eyes i'm all alone
the kitchen never smells of coffee anymore

and i know we weren't always happy
and i know things turned for the worse
but they never really got that bad, did they?
still; you had to leave
and now you're gone

and i should let it go, wish i could let it go
for it's all too much for me to take
you're not here anymore but you're still around
cause it's all etched into my mind
filling every part of my soul

i don't wanna be here
i don't wanna be here
i don't wanna be here
no more
i don't wanna be here
i don't wanna be here
i don't wanna be here
no more

a brand new start awaits me
if i ever get on that train

falling over, laughing
while trying to get you to dance